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february 25, 2021

Well it’s been… quite a couple weeks. I had SUCH a bad bout of health anxiety for about two weeks straight – perhaps the worst I’ve had, maybe ever? Or maybe in a long while. This pain in my side has been so subtle, but constant, that it makes...

february 12, 2021

I actually don’t feel like talking right now, but I think it might help me. I’m so anxious today. And this is making me not want to eat, which is making me feel weak and tired and worse. I know I’m causing a cycle of stupid for myself, but it’s...

february 9, 2021

I’ll give you one guess on what I’m dealing with today! Yep – health anxiety. This time, it’s been brought on by my period. Which usually my period is almost a relief because I know all the stomach issues and tiredness I’m feeling is for...

february 4, 2021

I had my therapy session yesterday and we did a lot of digesting my ADHD thoughts. It was very helpful in some ways, and sort of raised more questions in another. Maybe when I’m feeling a little better I’ll delve into the ADHD issues I have, but right now...

february 2, 2021

That last post I made was sort of enlightening for me. For some reason, seeing a visual interpretation of my feelings, and trying to rework my neural pathways from “anxious” to “content” has really, really helped. I still get weird little...

january 25, 2021

I’m doing the thing again. I feel a slight pain in my side and it could be IBS, or maybe be a vaguely strained hip muscle. It’s not painful, but noticeable. At least to my brain. This is making me want to “not think about it” so I’m...